Wintermute

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 07:36:26 GMT

farewell journal!!!

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Wed, 14 Jul 2004 08:05:24 GMT

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 20:57:52 GMT

---Now friends only.---

ha ha ha.. if only it were true.

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 14:45:08 GMT

My Best Friend is rephlektiv

Our 5 common interests are: anime, computers, geeks, linux, music

Who is your best friend?

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Wed, 30 Jun 2004 19:38:08 GMT

so i'm sitting here on my lunch break pissed off as all hell. I am supposed to go to LA this weekend to see some old friends, along with scott... Plan was: leave thursday, scott would pick me up from the airport, we chill thursday night, then go to warped friday. saturday i was gunna go to LA to chill with the old peeps, then sat night scott and I were going to go out for dinner. sunday was scotts party, then i leave on monday. I had everything planned.. even dinner reservations... I just called scott about 40 min ago. he had just woken up and stated that "so much shit is going on" and that he wasn't going to be home on thursday and sat. so um. that means no one to pick me up from the airport, and all my plans are fucked. I doubt i'm even going. fuck it. i'm pissed. I'm going to stay home and cry. k. thx. i hate you.

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 14:35:38 GMT

NAME A BAND OR ARTIST THAT....

reminds you of an ex-bf/gf: The Get Up Kids

reminds you of an ex-friend: Glassjaw

makes you sad: The Get Up Kids

makes you laugh: nelly

makes you smile: chromeo

you never want to hear again: the format

sums up your teenage years: nervana

you like to wake up to: chromeo

you like out of your parents record collection: jefferson airplane

you love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: Postal Service

you love the video more than the tune: Taking Back Sunday's "cute without the 'E'"

reminds you of your first crush: Sublime

reminds you of your now crush: t-rex

makes you think of sex: portished

makes you think of being alone: any IDM

has only been released recently but you love already: Moressy

are embarrassed to admit you like: Ace of Base

perks you up: taking back sunday

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 14:53:05 GMT

I had a fun weekend... Friday I went over to chrissys to chill with her and beany... we did our hair and make up while getting drunk.. goooood times. I ended up being the hair/make up artist for the night. I decided to take three excedrin to wake my self up a bit... each one has 70 mg of caffeine in it... didn' work to well.. I ended up throwing my my mac n cheese and beer. yuck. After our little party, we were off to HP. I'm starting to get really sick of that place. I mean.. the cure is good, but not very easy to get your groove thing on. After hp, we went to five n dine to meet up with jacob and his friend ed. Such fun guys. We ate our yucky five n dine meals, then went home.. I decided to stay up with jacob and play some video games.. it was nice to spend some time with him and learn about him a little more... we went to bed around 8am.. woke up at 12 and left to go get some drinks from QT and hit up zia so i could get the new chromeo cd. we were a bit hungry, so we decided to go to peter piper pizza for some grub. it was great just being goofy... I haven't got to do that in a long long time. we stayed until we had enough tickets to get me "funny glasses". after that i went home for some rest. matt came over and we helped amber move her new awesome furniture in... oh man.. you should see her house. sooo effin rad. yesterday i slept till 5 pm then went out with jacob for some coffee. we sat at the coffee house for about 3 hours talking about books, music, philosophy... just everything. I couldn't have made it any better. We then left back to his house to listen to some music and play guitar. after chilling there for a few hours, we decided to leave the stuffy house and go for a drive. we drove around the city and talked.. just talked. I got dropped off at my house and went to bed. I woke up in the middle of thenight holding ambers hand. It was great.

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 00:01:55 GMT

anyone remember ivan?.. you do sara. I work with a guy that reminds me of him. He looks NOTHING like him, but acts like him in every way. well no.. n ot every way... he's not a dirty lier like ivan. it's kinda creepy.

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 19:14:53 GMT

He doesn't know that he brings tears to my eyes. I care so much about the kid and he doesn't even bother to tell the truth. He strings me along, and loves every second of it. I'm too strong to let this happen, but too weak to do anything about it. I'm scared that if I end this friendship, I'll miss something. Something that i've never had. which is better: Keeping my hopes up just to get let down (again), or Missing something that will never exist?

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 15:03:40 GMT

You can tell from the scars on my arms, and the cracks in my hips, and the dents in my car, and the blisters on my lips, that i'm not carefullest of girls.

i'll write about my weekend later.

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 19:55:09 GMT

My week has been pretty rockin. Monday I went out with Mike.. I was supposed to go out for dinner with chet, but i wasn't feeling that well, and he had to do some stuff for his grandmother, so mike and I went for coffee at ejoy and walked around mill for a bit. tuesday was the dashboard/get up kids/ thrice/ the format show. It was pretty fun.. i do confess that i think chris from dashboard is damn sexy. never thought i would.. but damn man.. hotttt... The Get Up Kids played my song :), matt and I jamed out on the grass and smoked cigs. Thrice put on a awesome show too, i wanted to get in the pit, but I had to go to the show right from work, so i was in a suite and heals... don't think that would have been a good idea. I got to see my Ringo.. That was a blast, I missed him so very much. We sat on the grass during dashboard and talked for a while... It was so good to catch up. We made plans for the 18th. Yesterday i went on such an awesome date!!!! i can't name names, so we'll call him Mr. X :)... we had so much to talk about... he cracked me up. so yeah.. I'm at work right now, trying to get two more statements in before the day is over, so I should get going :) mmmmwah!

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 14:34:35 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY AMBER LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you mean the world to me.

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 19:57:59 GMT

Work is awesome. Great people, beautiful building, easy.. yet entertaining. I'm so happy :). The place i'm living in is sooooo effin rad. It was made in the 20's so it has hard wood floors, really rad door knobs.. (hah hah,... i love the door knobs) and living with amber is the best... we went shopping and got shit loads of food.. and really cute plates and cups... amber got this one coffee mug that has holloween stuff all on it, but on the handle it has like a x-mas print... wtf... funny shit. Andrew left for San Fran the other day... I miss him so much.. I don't understand how him and I got so close after just a few days of knowing eachother. Listening to the cd he made me makes me cry. Anyway, I need to get back to work, Lunch is over. :)

Sat, 29 May 2004 03:12:33 GMT

Tonight is going to be great. Charlie is getting into town 9ish.. so perhaps i'll get to see him for a bit. Then I'm going to kenzies and ambers to get ready for hot pink. Amber and I are wearing tape. yes, tape. we will own the night like it's never been owned before. There will be pics up on my site. If anyone is up for going, give my celly a call and i'll give you directions. Tomorrow I think amber and I may go to this fashion show block party thing.. then there's the party that charlie is spinning at later that night. Sunday is gunna be a chill day.. i hope.. lol.. I may go to the movies with MTV :) (ha ha ha) then on monday is our bbq and slumber party with amber. I start work tuesday.. then amber and I move to the big city :) who knew life could be so good?

Thu, 27 May 2004 01:15:45 GMT

oh man... Life rocks.. seriously. I'm getting a job with Amber, and staying with her at her new place in down town for about amonth... how great it will be living in the city with a good paying job :) i'm takin that girl out to dinner every damn night. I owe her big.

So great being single.. I love not having anyone hold me back.. I can do, be whatever or who ever I want. I wish i wouldn't have wasted so much time with PJ. I could have gotten shit together here in Tempe rather then fucking around in sedona with him.

ahhh there's so much to update.. i don't even know where to start... Every weekend here has been so busy.. hot pink, dinner dates, shopping, geeking out, drinking, dancing, making out (ha).. i've been getting way better at guitar.. thanks to matt for being my number one teacher. I think i'm going to get him an apple :)

Kenzi took me to a suicide girls show.. holy hell was that fun. Amber and I got into a water fight in the rest room... oh man.. how cold.. I love having Amber as a friend (even though there's something wrong with her face). It's rad having a chick to do make-up with.. laugh about boys... just.. chill with.. we're going to hot pink on friday wearing something... um... well... ok.. not wearing much AT ALL. show up and you'll see :-D

Matt came over the other day and brought me pepsi, candy, and cigarettes... man do i love that boy :)

ok.. i best be goin. I'll update the rest later.

Wed, 26 May 2004 05:49:11 GMT

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Sat, 22 May 2004 07:17:42 GMT

I'm getting ready for hp right now... getting ready consists of chugging a few martinis while sitting on my ass infront of a computer with a corset unbuttoned just enough to let my big beer belly hang out. Hot huh?. Tonight should be fun... once again, i'll take more pics.. I have some from whits grad that i want to post. Oh.. Along with my new tats.. to check them out go to that link that I posted a few entries ago. Bah.. It's getting late.. I need to head out. Happy/safe friday everyone.

Thu, 20 May 2004 06:40:42 GMT

I got two new tats today. Two black stars behind each ear. I saw hot man that works at urban TWICE. mmmmmmmm the hair... the ass.. oh so nice. I spent time with marcial and matt... met matts friend. Tomorrow i go to sedona for whitneys grad, then off to vegas for the weekend with marcial. oh man.. we're going to have such a blast.. There will be millions of pics that i'll be sure to post. Charlie is coming next friday. Ringo will be home on the 8th (HOORAY!). AH this place is closing. gotta jet <3 miss you all.

Thu, 13 May 2004 11:48:46 GMT

this entry is for jason. yes you pops.

I love you :)

Mon, 10 May 2004 03:25:05 GMT

some pics from the weekend.. will have more later.
http://xiir.net/gallery/album01?page=1

my weekend

Sun, 09 May 2004 02:13:10 GMT

Kenzie and I got together last night for some good ol' fun. After first fridays with Matt, we went to Hot Pink. I had so much fun, 80's, making out (gooood making out), Dancing, and drinking... lots-of-drinking. I have some pics that I will post later. ok .. sorry charlie.. doing something.. will update more later
<3

Wed, 05 May 2004 04:16:18 GMT

I'm at Blakes house right now.. mm.. good times.. I've been having fun with him... with all my new friends actually.. I love it here. work is pretty rad, my place is shitty, but good enough, and i have sooo many friends. i love my life.

PJ read my lj... that bothers me, i haveno idea how he got my new name on here.. or why he would even want to.. anyway, if you're reading this,get over it.. no more searching for me on the net. k thx end.
<3

oh. on another note.. kenzi and I are going to the HIM show.. FUNNNNNNNN can't wait. i miss him. oh and i'm working with lo rye. yay for teh old ppl car pool. :-D

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 11:58:29 GMT

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
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Fri, 23 Apr 2004 15:13:49 GMT

I leave today to Tempe!!! I'm moving in with Amanda and P@rick. Man I can't wait. I just finished my list of stuff to bring, It's not much, but It will do just fine. My brother is letting me take his old microwave so I can still have hot pockets <3 what a sweetheart. The only thing that sucks about this is not having internet. I'll have to go to Ejoy everynight to feed my addiction. I'll keep having to come back to Sedona like I have been to spend time with my mom.. She hasn't been doing to well.. But that's a whole nother entry. Anyway.. Wish me luck :)

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 12:34:53 GMT

ask me 3 questions, ask me anything you want.

Your LiveJournal Love Life
LJ Username
You are lusted after by:	beanalonium
You will be seen naked by:	watchmebleed
You will have casual sex with:	matt_the_pirate
You will be loved by:	gwarguitar
You will fall in love with:	kustomer
You will end up with:	smokecigarettes

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